ANYWAYS YEAP I THINK IM GONNA CLOSE DOWN MY BLOG. CAUSE MANY PEOPLE SAY THAT IM DAMN MEAN AND ALL CAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I SAID. SO MAYBE SOMETIMES SOMETHINGS I SHOULD KEEP TO MYSELF AND WALLOW IN MY SELF PITY

YEAP SO I THINK THIS IS GONNA BE MY LAST AND FINAL POST. SORRY TO DISAPPOINT YA'LL READERS AND BITCHERS ABOUT ME BUT YEAP. I DONT BELIEVE THAT IVE CHANGED. DO YOU? CAUSE MORE AND MORE STUFF HAS BEEN HAPPENING YEAH HAHA ACTION REACTION PROCESS??? I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO CARE ABOUT ALL THESE STUFF CAUSE SERIOUSLY IVE RAN OUT OF ANGSTYNESS AND STUFF SO IM JUST PLAN O'LL ME NOW. THE WAY IS HAS ALWAYS BEEN. =D SOMEHOW PEOPLE LIKE IT THAT WAY.

LIKE I THINK IM SUPER AFFECTED BY WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME. CAUSE I DONT HAVE THE INTENTION TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK IM A *******mean****** PERSON IN ANYWAY. MAYBE THATS LIFE.

Shucks. So many things are happening with everyone and i feel like im caught in the middle. OR maybe i am involved but i dont know. On Friday we Ponned/Skipped training cause we went for dance auditions like to amuse ourselves and have fun. But turns out our coach is super angry at us and so is the FUTURE CAPTAIN who i was talking about a few posts down. He said " even after our FREAK LOSE ( it was your fault yknow ) you all still want to pon training. You are letting your team down. Dont say sorry to me say sorry to the team" haha although i think like 15 people came for training. HERES WHO PONNED or who i thought ponned..

ME
Avinash
Luwei
Marcuskoe
Alimi
Bryan
Lennie(not train also means pon haha sorry i have to make it seem like alot of people nvr go =) )
my brother
Marktay
Jason
Dixon

dont know about the J2's but yeah that is the J1's who didnt go training.


Dance auditions was freaking funny cause ive got no psycomoto or smth so i cant jump spin land on 1 leg then spin again and go into a gay pose.. and i got a bruise cause when i was spinning into the gay pose i hit my knee on the floor. HAHA and then marcus koe got damn emo when he saw CAPTAIN/COACH's sms the WHY DIDNT YOU COME TRAINING.. and got even more emo when SENGHENK smsed will you all join if 1 or 2 of you make it into dance..

HAHA but marcus dances damn emo-ly like CLOSE EYE AND LET THE MUSIC TAKE YOU awwww marcus so kewl
think probably the people who made it in is marcus and someone else probably avinash. cause me and jason are like STIFF and lu wei is worst haha BUT there was this Vietnam scholar in our dance group like dances with super exaggeration and its serious damn funny like he is high on drugs or smth.

Then made our way to TESSA's HOUSE cause she had some gathering for Chinese New Year and i was damn happy with myself cause i didnt drink. SOO HAPPY. and the pizza's were like FREAKING HUGE 1 m in diameter NO KIDDING..
but then it doesnt have like sauce its just like pizza and ingredients so kinda weirdishnewishthingum.

People do real real real funny stuff when they get drunk. and im like always the nice guy that takes care of them. ANOTHER REASON TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.


1 more thing i saw the other day this guy named HAN SHENG and his e-mail is handsome_boi@hotmail.com.. BUT I AGREE WITH AVINASH HE IS THE MOST FUCKING UGLIEST GUY IN LIKE THE WORLD
haha seriously man.. whats up with that..


STILL HAVENT SUCCEEDED in OPERATION ES cause i cant find. SERIOUSLY LIKE VERY MYSTERIOUS. THAT MAKES IT DAMN FREAKING COOL.. omg but i had a dream like last night like i was looking at this girl and shes damn cut and stuff and i looked at her and then she look back and then i smile then she smiles(like the smile not just some ordinary smile). WOW PERFECT WORLD hahahahahaha i m such a weirdo

Being a sore loser is better than being a good loser. By being a good loser you're accepting defeat but NO i refuse.. i refuse to accept the fucking fact that we lost. I know it kinda weird and idiotic if i start blaming people for our lose but FUCK i dont give a shit.. i know i made mistakes of my own. But the mistakes they made is like the difference between a win and a lose.. a smile and a tear.

Damn the freaking person i am referring too. So what if you're the future Captain. yeah yeah you can lead but whats the point when you cant make a right decision??? This is what happened..

PENALTY INFRONT OF GOAL..
Shannon- Guys kick...
Person im referring to- NO we tap
Shannon- ok

ANOTHER PENALTY INFRONT OF GOAL
Shannon- GUYS KICK!
Person im referring to- NO WE CAN SCORE!
Shannon- ok

ANOTHER PENALTY INFRONT OF GOAL
Shannon- KICK KICK KICK
Person im referring to- Noooo
Shannon- why the fuck you dont wanna kick.. you all dont believe in alimi???
Person im referring to- You dont believe in us scoring??

This 3 penalties happened in a period of 5 mins. the last few minutes of the first half...
In the end we lost with the score line of 5-7.

Like i didnt cry after Finals. i dont cry after losing. Thats cause i know we lost fair and square or we lost because of something that cannot be helped..LIKE THE REFEREE BUT THE REF STILL SUCKED..
First time.. fuck and everyone was damn happy. except alimi. and probably me.
EXACT SAME THING HAPPENED LAST YEAR DURING THE BARKER MATCH. RJ lose to ACJC because we didnt want to kick. GREAT RIGHT!!! i know WE SO ROCK...

So in the end CAPTAIN????? fuck you.. in your dreams...


AND FUCK MAN AVINASH TOTALLY OWNS ANDRE SO SUCK IT UP. CAUSE YOUR J2 DOESNT MEAN HE HAS THE FUCKING RIGHT TO PLAY MORE THAN SOMEONE WHO IS FUCKING BETTER THAN HIM. SO FUCK YOU TOO.

YEAP READ THE FRIGGING TITTLE.. but it was kinda fun.. i had SOLID BONDING TIME with Jason so fun in the RI library and like Marcus KOE was like sooooo eaves dropping and laughing while pretending to read his freaking book.

OK now started of with headmistress address which was like 5 mins FREAKING COOL LIKE 5 MINS!!!! shes seems/sounds/looks nice. i dont know what to expect.. then went for like GP and ECONS lecture and andrew and nick were like so bored that they drew like DICKS on their tables and playing bingo by drawing squares on the table cause they didnt have paper -.- . AND OOHHHHH we sat infront like the thrid row from the front RIGHT SMACK in the middle. i am such a good boy ... turning over a new leaf. yay for me

so school ended at 1040 like wth and i had nothing to do until 4 which was training. THATS WHEN THE BONDING SESSION CAME INTO ACTION!!

So Jason was like "Would you date.. bla? or bla? or bla? or bla?" hahaha and was like "what would you do if "this" girl said that she like you would you date her" kinda stuff.. quite funny and all OBNOXIOUS BOY.
HAHA we also sang in the library and like everyone was staring at us but the librarian didnt seem to notice so haha freaking cool.

TOMORROW IS KIWI CUP IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU BETTER FREAKING COME AND SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!
and ohhhh look what avinash stubbled upon


HOW COOL IS THAT!!!!! LOOK FAMILIAR??? SEE PAM TOLD YOU IT WAS CUTE hahaha

    Born Arabics are no better than a Non-Arabic. Born Non-Arabics are no better than an Arabic. (if your wondering why they dont but vice versa. i cant answer that question). We all all born of Adam. Adam is made of clay.

                                            Mhd. S.A.W ( its a long long name )

HAHA btw i am so not going to turn into a muslim. Cause

No. 1      Circumcision. OUCH!!! i love skin =P
No. 2      Sorry but pork is kinda nice..

Thats all.. Alimi hoped i convinced you..

School is like soooo gonna like start in like 4 days so bleargh to that i guess. Like i didnt sign up for many electives cause the electives were not very interesting and i heard that adventure camp is damn boring go. GOOD LUCK TO YOU if your taking that.

Sigh was watching High School Musical 3 yesterday and i fell asleep half way cause it was friggin boring like. its so obvious when the are gonna sing. it just pisses me off. and the songs arent that nice anymore. NOT THAT THERE WERE NICE TO BEGIN WITH but worst-er.. =P

I am FILLEDUP to the brim with paranoia. cause ..... CANT TELL YOU!! SECRET.

and like secrets are flying all over.. i even heard that someone thinks i am a treat to his/her position/status. Like its quite surprising and all cause im kinda not say very outstanding in whatever way more like an average guy with above average needs HEHE. i obviously know you dont get this but HAHA thats why its called SECRET like S-E-C-R-E-T.

Oh and dont worry I wont give away your secret WINK WINK WINK.

Its also V v v v v v  v v v (<--------------- LOL ) exciting to have a private investigator. LIKE i so know how bart feels mans like anxious when he is gonna find out something. whether is it good or bad.. SHHHHHHHHHH P.I SHHHHHHHHHH dont tell anyone its you. HAHA!

After all the January parties facebook has gotten HOT HOT HOT. but cause i left before things started to get fun. i feel so left out. SIGH.

!!!!METAMORPHOSIS!!!!!

Ive been thinking lately i just realise that i hate people who...

Stroll after the come from the escalator so the people behind will get jam. FUCK YOU

Wanna walk in the Mrt when people are going out. FUCK YOU TOO

Dont walk out of the Mrt to let the people behind you go out.

So kan chiong want to get right to the door before the door opens so you can go out. And you dont care if people are alighting on the same stop so you shove them aside. ESPECIALLY YOU FREAKING OLD PEOPLE.

AND PLEASE FUCKING SMILE FOR A CHANGE..